Learning Physics at Sixty-Three
by Laura Tate
Sometimes
I forget to breathe.
I’d like to imagine each inhalation
sends me swirling through space
toward the beginning,
faster than thought,
weightless, without constraints,
transformed into an energy
I can neither name nor comprehend.
How to know light years, the life span of a star,
or why high school physics
was not a class for girls?
My mother said I’d have more friends
if I smiled more, so I did.
She sat on the edge of a mint-green bed,
collecting quiet tears inside white tissue clouds.
I watched her lose herself
and not look back to find the remnants,
a lost astronaut
trapped in lifeless orbit.
Sometimes
I forget how I learned
to stay quiet, selfless,
floating further and further away
from myself.
A few more rotations of the earth
and I’ll be a year older.
When I blow out the candles
I’ll make a promise, not a wish -
to learn the laws of motion,
to breathe myself into light.
"I am honored to have had the opportunity of this mentorship. I learned new strategies for thinking about my writing and developing new work. I’ve learned about revision and editing, about navigating the complicated world of journals and magazines, and about how to approach the creation of a chapbook. It has been a time of intensive learning from the editors and also from my fellow mentees. As an older woman, I don’t always feel welcome in the bigger literary world; Fahmidan Journal has lifted my spirit and my voice, and for that, I have immense gratitude."
Laura Tate
reflecting on their key takeaways from the Fahmidan Mentorship Program.

Laura Tate’s poetry has appeared in One Art Poetry Journal, Anti-Heroin Chic, Sky Island Journal, and Halfway Down the Stairs among others. As the daughter of a World War II refugee / immigrant, she is working on a first chapbook that explores the intersection of memory and generational trauma. Laura moved to the Washington, D.C. area three years ago from rural, central New York, where she was a remedial reading elementary school teacher for many years. She is a mother of three and grandmother of two small children.
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