Love On A Hot Day
Ashish Kumar Singh
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It seems like the hottest day of the year,
though I believe it is not. The earth, since morning,
has stopped on its axis, as have the clouds
in the almost white sky. Outside, nothing moves—
the trees are stilled with shock by the heat,
and the birds barely look alive as they sit
on electric wires, their shadows like dark miniatures
on the ground. With our backs sticking to the flowered
bedsheet, I listen as he talks about ways to cool
our bodies this summer. Yesterday, on the news,
we all heard as cities broke records by raising
temperatures as high as 52 °C. He turns and touches
my neck, his fingers still visible from earlier.
Since we are all animals, we sometimes forget
to be tender with ourselves in the moment of heat.
I confess, I do not know his name,
and I bet he does not remember mine. When he says,
I can’t breathe and goes to stand at the window
that opens on the main road, I detest
this distance, this declaration of our future.
On days like these, I could fool myself into believing
that I desire nothing else but this—
a man turning upon hearing his name,
then tongues mine.

