Fahmidan Journal / Issue 17
Towards the Starless Sea
by Sol Sigrid Smulhay
If you remember my name, think
of the outward bite of capitalism.
It has burdened the fire escapes of
my appetite. I stand thrashing, my
skin marbled surface, at the grand
stand of surviving. Here are outward
cups. Here are downward thumbs.
Pointing at me. At the ways my
stripes protrude, how my jaw rips
open. How my words echo through
walls that should have sat women.
I am wrenched away from the grip of
infancy and thrown to the wilderness.
I am taught to grow fangs, to dig my
claws to the earth that birthed me. I
am expected to rise even when people
take off from different nest stations.
One of these days, I ought to return
my bones and surrender towards the
starless sea. Maybe it’ll swallow me
whole and bury me to the golden
tree.
Sol Sigrid Smulhay
Author /
Sol Sigrid Sumalhay is an Internationally published author and poet. She is a Summa Cum Laude graduate of International Studies, an admirer of unconventional writings, and a literacy advocate. Birthed in the nurtured lands of Mindanao, she articulates & expresses her ideas and motivations by fleshing out her thoughts through poetry. Sol established her writing platform online through Medium and has been published in various online journals. Bottled Stars is her first officially published poetry collection.